It’s not a timeline, really..or a list of things to do, as much as it is this:
Prove it to me, then. Or now. Or whenever you think I can actually fit myself into your life. Because God knows I’ve tried to, but you can’t never really get anywhere when it’s blocked off at one end.
And she’s right. You could have said no, you could have insisted that things could be better..now. We could have worked on this, again, and BOTH worked on it, this time. It wasn’t the first time that card was thrown onto the table. Just the first time it was actually played. You had me put it back into my hand so many times before, and..nothing.
We are all the love in the universe, but none of the effort into its translation.
Ridiculous, my feelings are, today.


